Wednesday, May 19, 2010

My first "Expectant Mother" Mothers Day

Here is my very first Mother's Day gift! Chris got me this Willow Tree. It is called "New Life". I love it. I had a really great day. Considering that I was down either on the couch or on my bed pretty much the entire day :) I got my breakfast in bed made by Chris. And then he spent the entire day with me... It was perfect hanging out on the couch with Chris and feeling my son moving all around in me. So I finally got a little brave and went to my family get together at my Aunts house in north Ogden. It is about a 5 minute drive and then they were nice enough to let me just lay on their couch the entire night. It felt so good to get out and to see my aunts, cousins, grandma etc.. We are all so close and it has been sad missing out on all the family events for the last few months. Probably the dang pregnancy hormones but I had to fight back tears just getting to hug my grandma again.
I don't think I can even start to tell everyone how amazing my mom is. She has truly been my best friend all through my life. She is the perfect example to me of how I want to be with my kids and raising my own family. I am so grateful that we live so close to our families and so happy that my mom will be with me to help me raise my family. I am starting to feel some emotions that I didn't know existed for my little boy already and it honestly brings such a different view of my mom to me. She has always been there for all my big and little things in life and now with this last trial of being on bed rest she has been right here. Spending so much of her time doing more than enough to make sure I am taken care of. Whether it be her constantly cleaning my house for me, or doing all my grocery shopping, making endless meals for me or emotionally supporting me while I am horrified of the future and need to talk it out, she has been there. I love you Mom. I don't know how I could ever show you how much. Or how much I appreciate you.


I can't wait to be a new mom this year. I am sure that it will be an interesting trip but well worth it. I've got a lot to learn. That is what I have always wanted to be "when I grow up" is a mom and I still can't believe my dream is coming true. I love you little boy in me(I wish I had a name but we are to indecisive) and I am so very excited to meet you. I hope I can be the Mom you deserve.
My mom, Grandma, Aunt Becky

2 comments:

Ben and Melissa Ellis said...

I shouldn't read this with my hormones as it made me cry. I agre, your mom is amazing. I definitely have a new found love for my mom after having Logan. We are so excited to meet your little boy and see you be a mom. You will be amazing!

Krissey said...

We too are so excited for you and Chris to become parents. It is the greatest gift Heavenly Father can give you. I am so glad to hear you are still doing all right, besides laying down all the time. You will have to make a trip to ABQ New Mexico once your little guy arrives. We would love to meet him!